Today was big dating weekend. And having a having a 3 day-weekend should help with things. This seemed definitely a good way to spend my Labour-Day weekend. Of course on Friday I didn't get an start as early as I wanted to. I had planned on leaving around 1 pm, but until I got everything ready including Gina it was about 2 pm. And getting to Roger's place was going to take me about 1 hour. So the entire things started off substantially later than I had planned. Good things my plans are never ever set in stone.
Of course this was a different meeting for the 2 girls since that was Angie's home turf. And she was a litte more protective of it. But it was not that difficult to talk Gina down, when she was getting a little too excited. All in all the two gods were getting along fine with each other and Roger and I were enjoying each others company as well.
Over the years I've dated a ton of guys and I certainly had a lot of sex. So I do know the difference between good and bad sex. And this was for me the worst sex I've had in a very long time. But on the positive side it wasn't the worst sex I've had. While I'm certainly not a size queen, there is something as too small. Every bottom gay man and every woman know what I'm talking about. I found myself thinking are gonna put it in any time soon? And then I realized it was already in. And I couldn't help myself of thinking that this was very disappointing. But I could have dealt with it. Since size isn't everything. If a guy is small but has the necessary moves it can just be great. But this guy was too small as far as I'm concerned and he so didn't have any moves. The thing that popped into my head was a song from the 90's "Short Dick Man"..."an extra belly button isn't that cute..." and I really couldn't get it out of my mind. This was just bad. And considering that the BJ was really great and enjoyable, this made this even more of a disappointment. And I just couldn't help myself, but i really couldn't see that go anywhere than possibly a friendship. But this going anywhere on a intimate level was pretty much a no go as far as I'm concerned. Besides that Roger is more vanilla and I'm way more kinky. So that would eventually become a problem as well.
And on a personal level he is way more the relax and stay at home time kind of guy and likes to go regularly into the gay scene. I do occasionally go into the gay scene, but I'm way more active and love to do way more outdoorsy stuff. Even on that level it really wasn't a fit either.
And especially since that one night there were so no butterflies anymore. And that when I knew this was just pointless. I just didn't exactly know to tell that to him, since he just had gone through a bad break up. But somehow Gina knew how to get me out of that pickle, by doing something she is occasionally "particularly" good at...
To be continued...
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