My recent seizure attack and the dislocation of the shoulder
brought something to the surface, that had been going on below the surface for
quite some time. I’ve known for quite some time that something in my life was
missing. First I thought the thing that was missing was an intimate
relationship. But as it turns out this was not the case, at least not tot he
extent than I thought it would be.
My next idea was maybe I’m really missing going hiking each
and every weekend so much. So I did that on a regular basis. But as much as I
love to go hiking with Gina it still that not feel the void, at least not in to
that extent than I would have hoped.
The thing the seizure and the subsequent sick days brought
on, was a time to just have to time to lay back and think about yourself and
reflect on my own life. And that what became apparent to me that samething
important is missing. A certain depth is missing in my life. A depth that
career, success at the job and continued
job related education just isn’t really able to fully fill.
One thing is quite ertain, that something definitely has to
change. But I’m not quite certain what
exactly the correct way will be.
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